Hey youuuu… Sigh, today we finally stopped talking. I guess it was a mutual agreement…but I can’t believe how easily it is for you to take it. Like with the flip of a switch, you can suddenly stop caring. And it hurts :( The only reason I signed off so quickly was because I didn’t want you to see me crying again :( And I’m upset because you had to much time to prepare yourself for it…ever since your birthday for goodness sake…while keeping me in the dark. The whole time you were doubting, I was trying not to bother you because I thought it was work that stressed you out. Wouldn’t it have been easier if we talked it out sooner? But I guess its better that nothing was decided till you were back in HK… I would never have the heart to break it to you while you were in frigging Nigeria…
I just miss you a bit, that’s all. The old Justin who’d joke around with me, tell me what’s right or wrong, and just… was care-free. Even if the world was falling down. And that’s what I love about you…
