Him
Whenever I have the urge to say something irrational, all I can do is bite my tongue and wait till the rush of emotions washes out. And same as before, all I can do is trust that nothing’s changed…
I really miss the
“Morning”s,
“Good Night”s,
“Miss you”s, and
“xx”s.
Now I’m lucky if we even get to have a conversation. And when I think of how much time she had with him the green monster kicks in. I wish I had that much time :(
Maybe once my schedule packs in a bit I won’t have the time to over think…
Expect nothing.
